the shape of love and relationship

你觉得爱情应该是什么形状？
大多数的人都应该会想说：
“咦？什么爱情形状啊？
爱情不就是个很抽象的东西吗？
哪有什么形状？”

但，你知道吗？
其实，爱情是一个正方形体。

不明白吗？
我会这么说是因为，
当你用双手捧着爱情，顺着它的形状抚摸时，
大多数的时间你只会触摸到它平滑的那一面。
但是，两个平面的交界，却是一条尖锐的边缘。
有时候，你会被那边缘的尖锐给割伤。
不过，在尖锐的边缘过后，
又是一个平滑的平面。。。

my boyfriend made my day can!

My boyfriend kind of made my day today.
But I think he didn't realise it.
It wasn't a direct form of expression,
Nor was it intentional.
But it just felt heart-warming enough :)

*boyfriend talking to me over the phone,
whilst I was on my way home from tuition*
And SUDDENLY, he started singing, "why do birds suddenly appear...?"
And he just kept on singing and singing until he finished the whole song.
He sang so out of the blue,
So, I was thinking.. "ehh.. he went to my blog alrdy?"
but I didn't say anything.

And when both of us started chatting online,
he suddenly went, "HEY"
I thought he was going to scold me for sth.
but he continued and said, " I didn't know your blog song is, "why do birds suddenly appear...?" and i stil sang it just now."

Such a sweet coincidence.
It just felt nice somehow :)
I wove you, BOYFRIEND ! ! :D

WEIRD PRESCRIPTION.

I am just back from my appointment with the doctor.
Oh dear.. the rashes that I am having, are really allergic reactions :(
But the thing is, aside from medicines to stop the itch, and to make it vanish,
the doctor wrote on my medical card this :
USE SUNBLOCK when going out.
And the nurse read it out at the pharmacy counter,
And I was really certain that I heard ppl commenting on that.
BUT! jiaxin and sunblock don't match lah!
we are both north poles of a magnet.
REPEL!

I feel so dum dum last night.
Or rather this morning la,
about my mistake that 31 aug is a Sunday.
And what's more, I didn't realise it until my boyfren pointed it out to me.
O.O how blur can!
And you know? you know?
Yesterday, looking through my old things, I suddenly tot of this :
If you were to choose,
Would you rather choose someone you can live with;
Or someone whom you can't live without?
I asked my dear boyfriend about it.
And being the logical self he is,
he gave me a very logical explanation when he chose the former.
Actually, this type of questions, there is no right or wrong.
But one thing you can get from asking this type of qns,
Is that you can know what type of person he/she is,
judging from his/her answer and explanation.

YAY! do you like my new blog song?
I heard it on yes 93.3fm last night.
And felt so strongly about it and
TADA! haha. nicenicenice..
All the best to myself who is having a long day :(
lim jia xin jia you!
I aim to make someone's day today! :)
*smiles*

I am too bored you see!

I AM BORED!
My boyfriend is nowhere to be found.
Most probably busy with his friends again.
Or watching drama.
TML is a SIX HOURS STRAIGHT TUITION DAY.
Oh dear.. How'll I ever last man! :(
And !! my brain is dead.
It actually RAN OUT OF FRESH, NEW IDEAS :(
And, I just realised that August is coming to an end.
AND! the thing is, I haven't been a good girl,
to keep up my writing of my book :S
Sighs.. My inspirations are not coming to me.
I am having a SEVERE writer block can!:/
Though I am not much of a writer :p

Oh wells. Came across this taggy thing on someone else's blog.
It says to write out "TEN weird/silly/little-known facts" about myself.
Oh wells.. I'll do it here since I am SO BORED :(
Here goes . . .

DO YOU KNOW . . .
1. I am a perfectionist,
who can't stand the slightest flaw in the things I buy ?
2. I have a fetish for beautiful heels which are extremely high ?
3. I used to have a ridiculous ambition;
to be a rich tai-tai ?
4. I like guys who are musically-inclined and romantic ?
5. I prefer not putting on make-up at all;
'Cause I always think, natural is a form of beauty,
that is, without zits and all ? :p
6. I am so immuned to horror movies;
that I can't stop laughing when the ghosts appear and all ?
7. I am a ZI LIAN KUANG ? :D
8. I name every single belonging of mine.
my handphone's called XIAO BAI;
my zen-stone's called XIAO TOU.
9. I dislike eating nuts;
I only eat nuts when they are in chocolate icecream :D
10. I have a fetish for everything chocolate :D

There, I am finally done.
It's a tough process, you know?
:/
Okay.. I've go reply my boyfriend's msg,
before he scolds me for being missing in action again.

what am I thinking?!!

Monday.
I have all the time to slack until evening :D
Was wandering around in my home,
and suddenly I found myself thinking about my future!
it's so oh my tian can.
haha.. I actually thought of the quite impossible things O.O

It's kind of boring to be so slack at home.
I am watching this show on marriage proposals where the tv crew helps people to plan a successful proposal.
And today, this guy who don't know how to swim, is learning swimming hours after hours,
just because the girlfren stated that they don't have similar interests.
so touching can.
And, in order to propose, he has to beat his girlfren in a competition.
The girlfren can really swim can! O.O
Poor guy man.
And just now the trailer showed that, the guy proposed ALOT of times, but the girl kept rejecting him.
And what's more, the girl stated strongly that she won't wanna have kids. O.O
Seriously lo.. the guy abit dumdum.
But this also comes to show that, Love can be really blind :/

I am not so looking forward to the tuition today.
I feel like gg for a movie ;(

:)

This week has been so full of events.
haha. And tml, a new week begins.
Some things to look forward to next week :
1. Esther's bday celebration on Friday.
2. Church with Flor on Sunday - ShanShan's graduation from bible school :D
WHEEEEEEE...

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND! :'(

24august

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN! :D
Now you're no longer a baby anymore.
Have a blessed birthday :D

Today, went find Jer after his lessons.
Nothing much.
Watched some drama series and Constantine.
Ate maggi mee.
Then, I came home lers.

Today. I am rather pms-y.
Now helping dad type documents and chatting online.
Chatting with moomoo.
And was helping moomoo find girls' frenster profile;
then I came across somebody's.
Someone whom I never expect to see having a frenster profile can!
I don't wish to pollute my blog with the person's name though I have forgiven and forget.
Ask me if you wana noe.
And me and moomoo agreed that we are going to have nightmares if we continue viewing that frenster acct.
*high-5!*

Recently, I have been thinking alot also.
The other day, I asked Flor.. what her calling was in life.
And she replied without hesitation, the kids.
And for me, I think it's the people who are in need of help.
Abit general; but I just want to help people, I guess?

Then, recently, I was thinking about talents.
Been asking myself, whether I do have a talent or not.
I still am not too sure.
Perhaps, I really don't have one.
HA. Oh wells.. I shall just be me, even so :)

lalalalalalaaaaaaaaa........

It's a nothing-much-to-do tuesday.
HEHS.
Yesterday went for my uncle's funeral with my family and Jer.
Hmmm.. To be honest, I don't quite feel anything somehow.
Perhaps, I am not that close to my uncle bahs.
Or perhaps, I have accepted the fact that it's better for him this way, being freed from his illness.
I have no idea. *shrugs*

Yay! My boyfren delivered my HUNDRED photos to me lers.
SO happy!!
hahaha.. Just now looking through them, I felt like framing those close-ups of him up.
WAHAHAHA. I think he'll kill me for that though.

Oh. my sister met MEOWMEOW yesterday.
haha.. Ask her and you'll know I haven't been being a drama queen when I was telling you my experiences with him.
And!! I think he's abit interested in my sister.
he couldn't concentrate ysd; kept stealing glances at my sister.
And what's more, he was in his best behaviour! O.O
But I think, for his standards, it's going to be almost impossible for him to get attached in the future.
HA. Ok. I am being overly evil :P

Today's a rather relaxed day.
I have the P2 kid at two thirty,
then going Yio Chu Kang until six-thirty.
Then I can come home to study and do my things!! ^^
WHEEEEEEEEEE.
SHO happy.
I love being free from commitments. :)

:D

it's a MONDAY again.
Let's hope tuition will all go well for me.
Especially that meowmeow.
I do not wish to flare up at him.
Later, going to trouble my boyfren again.
I AM SORRY DEAR! :(
hmmmm...

17 August 07 - muvee and fireworks wiTH JER!

Let me update about my eventful yesterday :D
Left home at twelve to go IKEA.
Was on the train almost reaching Queenstown,
Then me realised I didn't know which busstop to alight at, despite knowing the bus.
Then went get my thing - it turned out to be so much full of flaws can!
'cause I was in such a rush :((
THEN on the train back to wdls.
MEOWMEOW CALLED ME TO POSTPONE TUITION.
Was super pissed at him that I broke down.
He's making me give up ALL hopes on him already.
Then went home slack here and there..
DID stupid things.

Jer came to pick me up from my place.
And we went for "LICENSE TO WED"!!
It's a MUST-watch :D
I think girls will really enjoy it :)
The muvee made me realise,
Marriage isn't all about just being in love,
Though that may be the fundamental of it all.
And that, rweally..
marriage is for those who are truly in love and truly understand each other :)

Then went for fireworks.
I am still feeling guilty about that.
'Cause my stubborn-ness got us stuck in a 3hours approx. traffic jam!
SORRY BOYFRIEND! :((
but you know what ? you know what?
it's a ONCE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE can!
'cause I don't think my boyfriend would agree to it a second time.
I EnJOYED MYSELF :DDD
WHEeeEEEeee ....

A note to myself.

A note to myself : THINGS TO BE DONE TODAY
1. tuition @ two - must revise english and maths.
2. tuition with meowmeow - must go thru maths!!
3. Meet MingHong - help him go through oral examination techniques.

What a busy day! :/
Have a sudden craving for icecream :D

unwell thursday

Unwell.
But feeling much better than I was feeling last night.
Was running a dumbdumb fever and having a bad throat.
Now, only left with abitabit of sore throat.
Hopefully, it won't worsen.
I do not want to lose my voice.

I am tired.

WEDNESDAY!

it's a wednesday.
after today, for the rest of this week, is no more late night tuition.
it'll all be latenight shopping and pia-ing to get things done.
BORED lah.
Boyfren is travelling to KL today.
so not fair; he gets to enjoy so much! :S
*bleahs*
I MISS HIM! :((

that's when I love you.

That's when I love you

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you
A little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love you, I love you
More than you know
And when you forgot that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you ,I love you anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love you when nothing baby,
nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you ,
when I love you no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what

Jer's away on a holiday.
Sighs. I will be having two long days straight.
And after two long days, I'll be busy preparing things.
Shucks.
I WANNA GO CLUBBING NXT WEDNESDAY LA!
Give me some time PLEASE! :(

MONDAY! (:

It's a monday! :D
YAY!
I am trying to be high.
Cause today marks the beginning of my BUSYBUSY week.
how sad can.
SO I am trying to cheer myself up.
HMM. I wanna go watch movie with my boyfren.
But, it's like no more couple seats.
Or maybe, I'll go watch by myself bahs.
Oh wells. my lappie runningout of batt.
TATa

Aspirations and Ambition

Today, while I was singing on my way to the bus-stop.
I was thinking.
Thinking hard about what I really want in life.
THEN! I realised, I have alot of aspirations and ONE unrealistic ambition.
HEHS.
My unrealistic ambition is to become a rich tai-tai.
:D
I told my boyfren about it, thinking that he would laugh at such a ridiculous ambition.
but he didn't!
:) he's so nice can!

我想當歌星；我卻沒有一個好嗓子。
我想當老師；我卻沒有很好的耐性。
我想當個輔導員；我卻離那個夢想好遙遠。
我想出書；但我的文筆也就如此。

Haha. This is such a random post, I realised.
Ok. I am off to sleep.

Update! on my Great trip

I just woke up.
very sleepy still.
Chatted with boyfren for an hour plus till three plus am.
It was a great chat tho.
Hmm.. I am going to update on my trip.
but without the pictures yet.
My bf haven sent me :(

Day 1 : Jer came over to wait for me to pack my things.
Then we fetched my parents to my uncle's place.
Then Jer went home to pack his things and we realised I under-packed.
HEHS. I very dumdum one.
Then we went prayer house for service.
I just hung ard and listening to bf and the rest practise.
And ate abit.. hung ard longer before the sevice started.
Service was great! :D
afterwhich, we went back home and waited for his parents to come home and bathe.
THen we SETTED off! ^^
First stop was at BURGER KING after an hour of driving or so.
Then we continued on our journey.
having more stops for toilet breaks and MORE FOOD.
So nice!
We made a stop at Genting Highlands.
Had coffee at Macs to wake myself up.
then we made a final stop for dim sums before we reached our destination.
The car journey despite being long, was of great fun :D

we got to our lodging which was in COlmar Tropicana - a french village.
It's beautiful, so beautiful that for a moment we are in msia.
then we went to our apartment room.
and SLEPT till noon.
Haha.. we were desperate for rest, I suppose.
By noon, everyone was up and jumping and we went to an italian restaurant for pizzas!
Yummielicious :DDD
then we setted off to bukit tinggi (duno if i spelt correctly).
We visited the japanese garden which requires lots of walking.
It was rather beautiful and felt like you gg thru eco-tourism somehow.
then we visited the rabbit farm!
The rabbits are soooooooo adorable.
because I dun particularly like rabbits, and if I say they are adorable, THEY ARE! :D
then me and jer's godsister had a hilarious encounter with a donkey!
that donkey really cracked us up.
then we went back and bathed to prepare for dinner time!
Dinnertime was a buffet; food was alright.
Then we went for an acrobat show.
But while waiting, I was really bored, and so, I made my poor boyfren do stupid things with me
HEHS.
The show was great!
and after that, everyone went to the pub for beer.
yuk. i drank beer for the first time.
it was ok until i had a third serving of it.
And i turned lobster red :(

then the nxt morning was morning buffet.
And then we made a stop in KL and went to the mall for thai lunch.
yummy!
THen we we went to this pet shop
I think I am really in love with maltese!
And oh! furry rabbits too! :DD
they are sooooooo adorable! ^^
I want I want!! :D
the whole trip ended with a nice dinner at jer's home.
and my bf sent me home :)

THank you BOYFREN! for inviting me along.
THanks for being such a nice boyfren,taking such gd care of me during the trip.
thank you!!!!! :D *muacks*

COLMAR TROPICANA

YAY! I am back from my short vacation! :D
I am a HAPPY GIRL!
I had LOTS of FUN!!!!!! :DDD
Wheee!! :) It's a whole new experience,
and you know what? you know what? it's GREAT! :D
I'll update on my vacation and the pictures tml ok.
Gona SLEEP! :D

* SATURDAY *

I bought a ZEN STONE PLUS! :D
It's WHITEEEEEEEEEEEE.
SO happy.
It's SO CUTE!!
SO adorable!! :DDDDDDDDDD
I Love it to the bits....
*awwwwwwwww...*

I'll be away on a short vacation with boyfren and his family.
Till then. TATA!

NO meowmeow day! :D

It's a no meowmeow day!
YAY!
SO happy.
I'll need to see him tml and for next week : NO MEOWMEOW
Double YAY! :DDDDDDDD

Just read the papers.
Thank God that the remaining 21 hostages are stil safe and sound :)

Haven seen my boyfriend for a long long time! :((
Sighs.
It's been a tiring week.
PSLE is abt sixty days away.
I am worried for the kids who aren't worried about themselves.
:((( maybe I should just don't be bothered.
I am not a miracle-worker.
I can't work miracles when they are like that lah! :((

THis morning kena woken up by choi minghong.
had a good chat with him tho.
He's like super mature can.
even tho he's two years younger than me.
he talks like an adult who knows MORE than ME! :/
haha. that comes to show how immature and dumb LIMJIAXIN is.
Hehs.

AUGUST is here!

August is here!
Haha. I do not like this month.
High expenditure upcoming :(

Yesterday I got PRANKED by eugene toh lorh.
HAHA. it was fun tho.
aha. just great ending to my boring july :)
thankyou eugene!

PLease tell me that my payday is coming!! :D